Jun 17 2006 09:14 am
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May 19 2006 06:43 pm
I had a weird dream, and so I decided to write something about it that i called Addiction is my Heaven.
Explain addiction. Describe it. You're hoping to find a point, but you don't, or maybe you do, but you won't. It's hard to explain addiction. It's not never stopping 'cause not everybody doesn't stop. Some people do. Those that do are dead. Corspes lying in a field of grass. Weeds. Weed. No pot. No pots. Just a field, and some music, and some life. Just what you want. Sometimes it's hard to find a point, and so you don't.You push it to later, nomatter. Someday it'll come. Someday you'll be all. All powerful. Power is good. Life is good. No one knows, no one does. Power is good.
I was behind the counter today. Serving munchies to munchkins. Chocolate-dipped strawberries by the handful. Come kiddies, come children. Come taste the sensation. Tempting sense, becoming sensible, so sweet. Red. Strawberries. All red. So much blood dripping. Heart- sweet heart- beating. Come children, come into my arms, my fatherly, loving- oh, so loving- arms. Squeeze tight. Pop! Sweety is gone.
No one knows, but can they see? See the man hiding in me? If only, if only we were all like me. No. More for me if less of us. The blue coats know. No. "Hi" I say. Be all good. Come get strawberries blue coats, love boats, come get some from me. Such pretty little things, hands. Chocolate melting from chocolate-dipped. Such lovely little hearts. It makes me hungry.
So hungry for a blue coat, love boat, but there I see: a woman- what a lady- so much heart to steal. Gets me high, the smell. Come princess, come eat my strawberries, I'll make you Queen of Dead. Meet me on the bridge? There's more of this, you see, or we can discuss business over a flock of strawberry. Come meet me on the bridge; I live for that time. Nowhere on the bridge will flies on blood dine. I'll take you to a lovely little place in stead. You'll show me your heart- lovely, tasty little heart- I'll eat it for me. You'll see, you'll see, and I'll live forever, lovely heart, lovely lady. I'll see you when the sun is melt, lovely-hearted lady.
The sweetness of a heart is better devoured by a petty little fruit. It lasts for me and forever I must live, if I should stay on my pretty little heaven, selling promises, thorned roses. No heaven is better than the one I live. Eating little hearts, lovely hearts, unsuspecting hearts, forever it shall be. Addiction is my heaven.
May 19 2006 06:40 pm
I just finished my last class out of six. I taught kids how to draw manga. I learned SO much about stuff, and I can't believe I actually love it so much. I've sent in 3 more requests for 3 new classes. I hope I get enough students and stuff. I love my job!!!!!!!! And I'm getting payed 275$ for a nice little (actually, it's pretty big) commission. Some of it is in the collabs section in my 2006 gallery. yay.
